“an assemblage that vibrates with menace, cynicism, and perversion"

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“We spoke two completely different languages. We were on amphetamine and they were on acid. They were so slow to speak with these wide eyes – ‘oh, wow!’ – so into their ‘vibrations’; we spoke in rapid machine-gun fire about books and paintings and movies. They were into ‘free’ and the American Indian and going ‘back to the land’ and trying to be some kind of ‘true, authentic’ person; we could not have cared less about that. They were homophobic; we were homosexual. Their women, they were these big round-titted girls, you would say hello to them and they would just flop on the bed and fuck you; we liked sexual tension, S&M, not fucking. They were barefoot; we had platform boots. They were eating bread they had baked themselves – and we never ate at all!”