"He had his hair dyed black, wore engineer boots, Smitty was bitchin'."



"A wild expressive mass jerks spasmodically to the liquid drums and pulsing sounds from the amplifiers. All the yes sirs and no sirs are absent, and an exchange of physical desire obscures the rancid reality around them. The hungry kisses accented by a pill or a few beers is a cheap and easy way to find security, and the quick, too-soon responses and climaxes insure protection from the outside world. The teenager is frightened beyond belief by the world he is being forced into. What sense is it to wait for sexual intercourse, he reasons, when it's available now? Why not take a pill, or get drunk, at least there is a happy void to fall into. All the doubts are still there but they're pleasantly obscured. All that matters is the good feeling you're getting from speed and intoxication. Granted, there are some kids who try to untangle the incredible mess, but how can they do it alone when the rest would rather sit in the corner smoking pot? But why shouldn't they be disillusioned and find other worlds? All the pretty little tinsel and ribbons society wraps the box with to tantalize them in hopes they'll want it and try harder than ever, is just a fairy tale to conceal the dirty contents inside. The blind faith you try to project to seal the leaks is proving to be more and more fallible. It doesn't matter anymore if some button happy idiot blows up the world."

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